Chapter one

I looked out the window as we travelled through the city. I didn’t really pay attention to anything. I was horrified, I moved to a new city, a half earth globe away. I left all my friends in England. And now I had to build up a new life here, and make friends. I can’t say I was happy bout it, but my parents made it very clear that there would be no complaining. My dad’s new job would give him a better salary, and new ways and times to work on. I was happy for him, Of course I was, I just didn’t understand how he could just let England go that easy.

When we had parked the car and carried our suits inside, mum started to point out the different rooms. She had planed everything. From dinner times to our bedrooms. She was like that and had always been. She needed control otherwise she would flip. She planed dinners with friend’s months before they had even asked the friends on the dinner. I didn’t really care though. I wasn’t like that and I where happy that way. I liked to take things as they came, I tried not to be to serious on life. Mum didn’t really care, she was more interested in making sure dad was okay and taking care of her work. Five years ago my parents had, had a huge fight and it almost ended in a divorce and ever since my mum had been taking care of my dad as if he was the teenager in this family.

As soon as mum had pointed out my room I was in it. The only thing I liked with the whole moving thing was that I would get a new bigger room to décor. And that the school had a better art program then my old one. Not that this could make the move good, but I tried to find good things in it and those where the things that came out. the bad things where: I would 1; move away from everything I ever knew, 2; I would move away for the only people who really cared for me (Mum are to stuck up with dad to even notice us, I could tell her that I was going to jump of a cliff and she would just sit there like ‘That’s great hun’ while she feeds dad…) and 3; It would ruin any chance I’d ever had With Louis Tomlinson.

Before we left me and Louis had went on a date or two, it had really worked out and we both knew that there where something there. We had known each other since forever and we where both scared it would ruin our friendship, but we realised that maybe it was meant to be but we would never know because we never tried. Those few dates where amazing he took me on a midnight picnic and we watched the stars. But now… I knew it wouldn’t last. We had promised to chat and Skype, but you couldn’t have a love a relation like that.

My bed and closet where already put together and standing in my room so I started to unpack my clothes and put them in my closet. Once I was done with that I was exhausted so I threw myself on the bed and fell asleep.

Engelska är ju inte liksom nåt av mina mordersmål, men jag tyckte att det kan vara bra att öva lite!

-Xoxo Sanna-Nassen!